Baby Showers UGH!!!

So I have to admit I HATE BABY SHOWERS!!! Both of my sister-in-laws are expecting ready to pop any day. This is Amber's 3rd baby, Autumn's 2nd, just so I can clarify Amber's other 2 kids are 2 and 1, Autumn's son is 2. For all three of Amber's babies she's had a baby shower and for both of Autumn's she has too. I wasn't able to make it to either of their baby shower this time around. Can I just pause here and say I don't think it's right to have a baby shower for everyone of your kids unless it's like 5 or 10 years in between and when they are back to back like that no matter if it's a different sex or not it's just wrong in my eyes and I've always been raised like that. So I bought each of them a gift blah blah blah but then I get home today and there is a freaking invitation to another fucking baby shower for another family member that has 2 kids already WHAT THE FUCK???? And then I turn on the tv and they are talking about baby showers then my friend who's not married mind you tells me she is so depressed because she doesn't have a husband and she really wants a baby and I'm like please just stop just stop just stop just fucking stop!!!!

When is it going to be my turn? When am I going to be able to have a baby shower, be big fat and pregnant not just big fat lol. I just am so sick of this having to buy these cute little baby gifts for other people? People don't understand how hard it is for me and they don't seem to care either it's all about them them them and to be honest with you I'm over it!