Life in the fast lane...

For those of you who are like me TTC takes on a life of it's own, it consumes you, it eats at your soul, your mind, your heart, it weighs heavy on your shoulders and it's a very heavy burden to carry if I do say so myself. But if you're like me life soon takes over and you find yourself almost 30 and still no child... I can't tell you how regretful I am that I didn't stick to TTC and going through with doctors visits but the truth is I've enjoyed my time and I am still wanting a baby more than anything in this world and that's why I've been working out now at a grand total of 10 lbs lost I am feeling better about myself. I am starting back on my Metformin TODAY so we will see if that kicks in my weight loss any because it will lower my insulin. I have a feeling that's why I've only lost 10 lbs in 2 months I know what I've been doing would make most people loose a lot of weight but little ole me only lost 10 not that I'm complaining because 10 lbs is a lot of freaking weight heck that's how much big fat babies weigh when they are born lol. So to shed that kind of weight is amazing! The only thing I don't like about Metformin is the way it messes with my bowels and stomach, it makes me have to go to the bathroom A LOT lol. But that's what I need something to regulate me. I need to get my insulin levels down I need to do this because I think it's my only option at actually loosing the weight in a decent amount of time. Now when I speak of time frame I'm not saying I want to loose 100 lbs by Christmas but I want to loose 100 lbs by this time next year I want to be able to wear the bikini I bought last year in Gulf Shores, AL and swore I would be wearing this year, well you can see I am not wearing it now lol. But I will be wearing it next year. I feel like I'm rambling and I probably am but hey this is my blog and you don't have to ramble with me if you don't want to lol. So for those of you (lol I don't think anyone reads this but I can pretend lol) I am going to set a weekly goal of 2 lbs per week and if you'd like to join me in this journey I would love to have buddies. Anywho I'm done rambling, I have to get to work.